Suicide always struck me as deep medicine. The patient claims their own power and feels resolved knowing they can take their own life. This is how we claim the power to rule. Hopefully, the patient realizes the truth, “no one really cares about me.” This part is hard but necessary to prove there was one person who cares and that person is you. One person is enough. The soul abandons society to finally reclaim itself. This is a victory that hurts.
My Dad suicided at 44. Our youngest son attempted suicide. My brother has spoken of his plan that goes through his mind.
I can only tell you this point suicide is like a bomb 💣 dropped on your house that shakes up 250 people with a grief that last well so far a lifetime.
I can’t imagine the darkness to drive anyone to relieve their suffering. I do know the intense deep suffering suicide brings to family and no one is ever the same.
And the egos final victory is satans victory.
Life is sacred. It is fleeting. Some say it’s selfish. Some say it’s brave. It’s a short term answer to who knows where we go eternally.
Yes. I can gather the names of suicides, successful ones and what I am trying to point out is that when a person gets ground down to the inkling of possible suicide as an anecdote to pain…when they choose not to die then they recover. It takes time to recover. And that period of time is precious and to be commended. And to be RECOGNIZED. Tell me of your battle and tell me how you won!!!!!
It really wasn't like that for me, at all, Lisa. It was more like ol' Flip Wilson, sayin' "The Devil Made me do it"!!! They did bring me back though. I was never really ashamed. I woke up with them pulling a hose out of my throat in the hospital. I spent 12 days in the hospital bed with my girlfriend by my side, and I continued to have ideation of suicide many, many, times a day, and major depression, for about 5 years. I couldn't look up, or barely even sign my name. It has taken me about 7 years to realize that I had to do it. We have no choice, only choiceless Awareness of the present moment. Recently I have come to an awakening, we have to Kill the ego (everything we rhink we are), in order to know that what we are, is the absence of everything that we think we are.
God is Truth!!! Please ask me some questions, Lisa, if you want to Know the Truth, I'm here for you!
Om Swastiastu!!!🕉Rahayu Rahayu Rahayu 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌 Blessings!!! From Reverent Merrick
I have been considering the ego lately. It can be considered that a healthy ego is actually a brilliant and good thing that is here for our survival. Just a thought to explore.
That suicide path of yours that you just described…it sounds like a long extension of what I am trying to talk about. That blob of time that is murky and difficult to move in and through.
Suicide always struck me as deep medicine. The patient claims their own power and feels resolved knowing they can take their own life. This is how we claim the power to rule. Hopefully, the patient realizes the truth, “no one really cares about me.” This part is hard but necessary to prove there was one person who cares and that person is you. One person is enough. The soul abandons society to finally reclaim itself. This is a victory that hurts.
Yes sir.
I am taking a good look at this article right now:
https://coach-g.com/blog-self-improvement/what-is-a-healthy-ego/
https://youtu.be/xu8sB5gfbz4?si=c8P8fKCvDlhVtyAW
My Dad suicided at 44. Our youngest son attempted suicide. My brother has spoken of his plan that goes through his mind.
I can only tell you this point suicide is like a bomb 💣 dropped on your house that shakes up 250 people with a grief that last well so far a lifetime.
I can’t imagine the darkness to drive anyone to relieve their suffering. I do know the intense deep suffering suicide brings to family and no one is ever the same.
And the egos final victory is satans victory.
Life is sacred. It is fleeting. Some say it’s selfish. Some say it’s brave. It’s a short term answer to who knows where we go eternally.
Life is not better without you!
Yes. I can gather the names of suicides, successful ones and what I am trying to point out is that when a person gets ground down to the inkling of possible suicide as an anecdote to pain…when they choose not to die then they recover. It takes time to recover. And that period of time is precious and to be commended. And to be RECOGNIZED. Tell me of your battle and tell me how you won!!!!!
So your sayin' the ego, (every fuckin' Thang you think you are)is the devil?🤔😉🕉🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌
Well almost everything we think we are is an ego construct.
For example ego attaches to things like:
I am this body
My job
My truck
My possessions
Once we submit humbly to Christ we become Children of God.
Then we let go of the world or the ego
But seems to me it’s a moment to moment battle.
For control of our thoughts.
Maybe this makes sense. I know from reading if people are driven by ego they are unreliable.
God Bless 🙏
Are you Almost Lying to yourself, Mr Duff???
It really wasn't like that for me, at all, Lisa. It was more like ol' Flip Wilson, sayin' "The Devil Made me do it"!!! They did bring me back though. I was never really ashamed. I woke up with them pulling a hose out of my throat in the hospital. I spent 12 days in the hospital bed with my girlfriend by my side, and I continued to have ideation of suicide many, many, times a day, and major depression, for about 5 years. I couldn't look up, or barely even sign my name. It has taken me about 7 years to realize that I had to do it. We have no choice, only choiceless Awareness of the present moment. Recently I have come to an awakening, we have to Kill the ego (everything we rhink we are), in order to know that what we are, is the absence of everything that we think we are.
God is Truth!!! Please ask me some questions, Lisa, if you want to Know the Truth, I'm here for you!
Om Swastiastu!!!🕉Rahayu Rahayu Rahayu 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙌 Blessings!!! From Reverent Merrick
I have been considering the ego lately. It can be considered that a healthy ego is actually a brilliant and good thing that is here for our survival. Just a thought to explore.
That suicide path of yours that you just described…it sounds like a long extension of what I am trying to talk about. That blob of time that is murky and difficult to move in and through.