Recovering from really coming close to ending your own life takes a little while. It takes a certain amount of time to be determined even in today’s generally self serving, fast modern world.
There are many stages in a suicidal mindset. And by stages I mean like a time line from first inkling or whatever trauma triggers your inkling will absolutely play a part in the progression of thinking and after that a type of ideation or thought process starts to lure the person deep in their psyche into thinking that ending one’s life would be the necessary relief. Now, it is my opinion